6 weeks of sexual purity

i read an article on orgasm addiction. it hit home. i've for a long time said i'm addicted to pleasure, to orgasm, to release. its a must have. the hours spent are automatically docked off my time clock, without 2nd thought. its probably about time to think again.

the article: "Finding Peace Between Our Sheets: Talking with Marnia Robinson" by Adam Elenbaas Toward 2012: Perspectives on the Next Age ed. D. Pinchbeck and K. Jordan

so i'll have these pent up sexual frustrations. energies that must be pent out. for once, i understand hitler. where do they go? my other passions. they are all addictions. if its not one, it will be another. i cant turn back to food, and i still struggle with my chocolate. so what comes next?

political action.

oh boy.

let the party begin.

this is capitalistic democracy FAILING

http://www.alternet.org/workplace/144109/15_signs_american_society_is_coming_apart_at_the_seams?page=1

Seditious Bidding

bellicose
inundated
fuck
me
GRE words. 'You' can tell by who writes what who is the more 'educated'. Please help me. I want to be among the 'elect'. To break through the powers that be and embark upon a whole new land. A whole new place for the people. So help me use the technologies in place to enthrall a populace whose ideals borderline the extreme.

To do what? Do what is "right"? Fuck that. What is right? It is nothing but a left wing right wing appeal to insolvent testimonies. We will never get there. They do not want us to ever get there. The façade is nothing but games they play to keep us entertained while they do their seditious bidding.

The sad thing is, too many happily let them. They simply turn their cheek, only to be slapped again. As long as they have just enough, they don’t care to let it bother them. They don’t care about them, they don’t care about you and me. Selfishness breeds selfishness. It’s all part of the game they play. The culture they instill with their media and miseducation. Too many have bought into it, hook, line, and sinker.

So what do we do? Sit back and wait for global warming or the corporate goons to kill all the ingrates off? Or do we step forth and take matters into our own hands? And if this is the answer, how do we do this? I am seeing more and more posts calling for armed revolt. But is that the “right” thing to do? If we kill off the elite whom so many hold responsible for this socioeconomical disaster, who will step up to take their place? What culture will those who do imbue into the masses? That is the top-down approach, and while may be a temporary fix, in another couple hundred years society will once again be in a similar situation to the one we see now.

Much better may be the bottom-up approach. To change the culture from within. To permeate lasting idealistic and realistic growth of the entire human race. We are nothing but a single species on this planet, animals just like the rest. Though we already behave this way, many fail to see us in this light. Perceptions must change to reflect the true reality we live in. The reality that is this life on earth, and the lifestyles we must maintain in order to continue life on this earth. Because right now, our culture is killing it. Our culture of money is power, the bigger the better, perpetual growth and efficiency. These things are not real. They are merely ideas that have taken a stronghold and run away with our soul. It is time to reclaim our soul and place it where it needs to be. Within ourselves, within our natural community. We don’t need their cheap products, poisoned food, or unfair labour-wages. We can do without their culture. We can make our own, live our own, and blithely enjoy the world we have created.

harem of men

it seems i am always working to forever increase my harem of men. one will never do, and neither will two. more and more, each for the score. but i will never win, victory will never be mine. what is victory but the prerequisite for another win? like the war America wages time over again, so must i wage my own battles amongst men. each for a different reason, each teaching me something new. note the "teach", and never the "taught". learning is a continual process, why sever its source. why learn from just one when you can learn from a few more. you don't read just one textbook in your quest for your cure. i've never been the type to read just one at a time. i'll be the first to admit, a single subject is quick to bore. i seek the big picture, all the reality i can get. all the little things i tend to forget. [Ed. note: VIEWER DISCRETION ADVISED] so remind me again, on my knees as i beg. why i so love, you shoving your big dick in my face.

ohhhh the power of E... mc2

when the night
(when the night)
gets too long
(gets too long)
and the loneliness...
engulfs upon....
mee.. meeee.
it becomes too much
(too much)
to see
(to see)
thats when you
(when you)
must come inside me
(inside me)

ohhhh, oh ohhhh, oh ohhhhh oh ohhh.
oh yeah.. upon yeahs.... do it to me.... to me
you know what i mean
to be the mean

oh yeah... what do you do...
upon you... wait thats me..
when you
do it upon me
then i do it to you
upon you.

why
oh why
must i do this to you
to me

oh heavens why
the heavenly y
does it make me smile
a tongueful of wile

oh yes for awhile
the big great Nile
a down swirling spiral


to pick you up again
like a game of gin
gambling wild
for upon awhile

like a screaming child

blocks blue in a brace
bite me, leave a trace
for tomorrow noon
i wanna spoon

breath hot on my neck
turns me into a wreck
i love it too
just the same as you

In the Beginning

Its about time I begin a blog. Handwriting in my diary (well, notebooks or whatever scratches of paper may be available at the moment) simply takes much longer than typing, and is much harder to share with others. What I write is not necessarily a depiction of my own personal views and values, it is merely thoughts on my world and on the world surrounding me. I do not intend to offend or anger anyone, but I do realize that many of my opinions drastically contrast those of others. I welcome all other thoughts, comments, and ideas, as they all aid me in forming my own.

ENTER INTO MY CRAZY WORLD, AND ENJOY YOUR STAY!